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Monday, February 06, 2012
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GWA is one big community ministering to students who come to this school.
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Before arriving at this school, it was hard to know its true heart. The communication restrictions prevented anything of Spiritual nature to be talked about, thus presenting the school’s highest purpose to be nothing more than ‘quality education’. This, of course, is not a bad thing, it’s just that as a believer I know that my purpose would be of a much higher, eternal nature. I had suspected, and earnestly hoped that what I was seeing from the outside (though a noble educational cause in the world’s eyes) would be drastically different when I was able to view it from the inside. Sure enough, after going though orientation and listening to people in leadership roles bare their hearts, experiencing the community that is so intentionally sought after, and seeing the fruit God has produced though this ministry, I am overcome with gratitude to the God that has brought me here.
One man told me that this school is the largest visible body of believers in North Africa. It is known in the community as the school where the teachers love their students. It gives jobs to local believers who would otherwise have a hard time finding one because of their beliefs. The fact that this school is allowed to exist in this country is amazing, and although most people know that it employs many Christians, it has become too valuable to discredit.
1 Peter says that we should live righteous lives in front of this evil world and that by doing good we may put to silence the ignorant talk of foolish men. I have been entrusted with this school’s reputation, so pray that I trust God’s strength to uphold it!
August 20, 2009 Posted by chadwick | Uncategorized | | 2 Comments
IN FRENCH
Vue de l’intérieur….
Avant d'arriver à cette école, il était difficile de connaître son vrai fond (comprendre intentions). Les restrictions de communication empêchaient de parler de tout ce qui touche au spirituel, ce qui démontrait que le but essentiel de l’école n’était rien d’autre qu’une éducation de qualité, ce qui, certainement, n’est pas une mauvaise chose, mais entant que croyant mes intentions était plus élevée, de nature spirituelle. Je soupçonnais, et espérais vivement que ce que je voyais de l'extérieur (même si aux yeux du monde l’éducation est une noble cause) serait radicalement différent de ce que je pouvais voir à l’intérieur. Effectivement, après avoir été orienté et écouté les gens qui tenai les postes de dirigeants, mettant leur cœur à nu, éprouvant la communauté qui est tellement intentionnellement pensée, et de voir les fruits que Dieu a produit à travers ce « ministère » ( sens chretien), je suis submergé de gratitude envers Dieu qui m'a amené ici.
Un homme m'a dit que cette école est le plus grand rassemblement de croyants en Afrique du Nord. Elle est connue dans la communauté comme école où les professeurs aiment leurs élèves . Elle donne des emplois aux croyants locaux qui auraient autrement des difficultés à en trouver un en raison de leur croyance. Le fait qu'on permette à cette école d'existe dans ce pays est étonnant, et bien que la plupart des personnes sachent qu'elle emploie beaucoup de chrétiens, elle est devenu trop précieuse pour la discréditer. Pierre indique que nous devrions vivre les vies justes devant ce monde mauvais et cela en faisant ce qui est bon nous pouvons faire taire les ignorants. J’adhère à la la réputation de cette école, ainsi priez que j’ai confiance en la force de Dieu pour la soutenir !
Its been a week in Africa already but it seems like forever ago that I said my goodbyes and headed off by myself. I was one of the first new teachers to arrive so I have been getting know some of the full –time folks here pretty well. I’ve been drawing some comparisons to the staff here and the staff at camp. Its funny how similar the dynamics are. All the older married couples have lived here many years. They are really neat families – a beautiful community of people who established and run this school. Then there are the “summer staff” – singles like me who come in, complete two weeks of staff training, teach two or three years, and then leave (or get married and decide to stay). It is one big community ministering to students who come to this school. I’m even assigned a “host family” with one of the “full-timers” … kind of like a small group? Now if I can just see about building a zip-line…
I am excited about being here. I’ve been helping get some of the other newcomer’s apartments ready before they come. Training begins in two days. My roommate comes in one day. Ramadan starts in twelve days. Here are some prayer requests:
Money- I don’t know why I keep worrying about my finances. I was trying to put together a budget the other day and I realized how tight it was going to be. I found myself thinking about how nice I would have it here if I just got paid as much as a normal teacher is the US does. I was immediately convicted of my selfishness. God has ALWAYS provided abundantly for me. Why do I doubt? Besides, it will be a good thing to learn what it means to find security in my Heavenly Father rather than a savings account for a change.
Language – I guess I am just impatient. Why does it have to take so long to learn a language? Why can’t I just remember everything I learn? I tried to use some Arabic to buy some stuff the other day. It didn’t work too well. And I also need to realize that speaking English with an accent doesn’t communicate better than normal English does ☺. Pray I am diligent in learning Arabic and that I won’t be afraid to practice it. This is a HUGE door opener when it comes to building relationships.
Teaching – I start teaching in two weeks! This is probably my greatest fear. I am the youngest person on staff at this school. I am the most inexperienced. I want so badly to do a good job, and I am willing to work as hard as it takes – I just have never done it before!
Is there a store somewhere that I can buy 10 years of teaching experience? Is there a computer program that will install the Arabic language in my brain? God can you just give me the faith it takes to bring a mountain to its knees?
Growth takes time. I just need to press forward, be diligent, obey what I know to obey and be thankful for what I’ve been everything I’ve been given – especially beyond the material things
IN FRENCH
Après une semaine:
Cela fait déjà une semaine en Afrique du Nord mais il me semble que j’ai fait mes adieux depuis très longtemps et que je suis parti tout seul. J'étais l'un des premiers nouveaux professeurs à arriver ainsi j'ai peu faire assez bien connaissance avec des personnes engagés à temps plein ici. J'avais fait quelques comparaisons entre personnel ici et le personnel au camp.
C’est amusant de voir comment la dynamique est semblable. Tous couples mariés plus anciens ont vécu ici beaucoup d'années. Ils sont les familles vraiment sympa - une belle communauté de personnes qui ont fondé et dirigent cette école. Alors il y a le « personnel d'été » - célibataires comme moi qui entrent, accomplissent deux semaines de formation du personnel, enseignent deux ou trois ans, et puis partent (ou se marient et décident de rester).
C'est une grande communauté faisant sa mission Chrétien avec les élèves qui viennent à cette école. On m’a même assigné une « famille d’accueil» parmi le personnel à « plein temps »… comme un petit groupe ? Maintenant si je peux juste voir comment fermer la fermeture éclair…
Je suis excité d'être ici. J'ai aidé à préparer des appartements pour les autres nouveaux venus pour qu’ils soient prêts avant qu'ils viennent. La formation commence en deux jours. Mon compagnon de chambre arrive aujourd’hui . Début du Ramadan en douze jours. Voici quelques demandes de prière :
L'argent - je ne sais pas pourquoi je continue à m'inquiéter de mes finances. J’ai essayé de me faire un budget l'autre jour et je me suis rendu compte qu’il allait être très sérré. Je me suis trouvé entrain de penser comme je serai bien ici si j'avais été payé autant qu'un professeur normal aux USA. J'ai été immédiatement condamné de mon égoïsme. Dieu a toujours prévu abondamment moi. Pourquoi est-ce que je doute ? En outre, ce sera une bonne chose d’apprendre ce que signifie de trouver la sécurité dans mon Père Merveilleux ( Dieu) plutôt que dans mon compte épargne pour changer.
Langue - je pense que je suis simplement impatient. Pourquoi cela prend t il tellement longtemps pour apprendre une langue ? Pourquoi est-ce que je ne peux pas juste me rappeler de tout ce que j'apprends ? J'ai essayé d'employer l’ arabe pour acheter un truc l'autre jour. Cela n'a pas trop bien fonctionné. Et je dois également réaliser que parlant anglais avec un accent ne communique pas mieux l'anglais que normalement fait le ☺. Priez-pour moi pour que je sois un bon élève en arabe et que je n’ai pas peur de le pratiquer. C'est un ÉNORME ouvreur de portes quand il s’agit de construire des relations.
Enseignement - je commence l'enseignement dans deux semaines ! C'est probablement ma plus grande crainte. Je suis le jeune du personnel de cette école. Je suis le plus inexpérimenté. Je veux tellemen faire un bon travail, et je suis disposé à travailler aussi dur qu'il le faudra – je ne l'ai juste jamais fait avant! Y a-t-il un magasin quelque part où je puisse acheter 10 ans d’expérience en enseignement ? Y a-t-il un programme qui installera la langue arabe dans mon cerveau ? Dieu peux tu juste me donner la foi necessaire pour apporter une montagne à ses genoux ?
Grandir prend du temps. Je dois juste aller de l’ avant, etre diligent, obéir à ce que je sais que je dois obéir et être reconnaissant pour tout ce qui m’a été donné- particulièrement au delà des choses matérielles.
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I think I heard there are 30+ positions to fill for next year.
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Teaching this last few weeks has been… interesting. November is crazy. I don’t think we have one full week of school for the entire month due to the number of holidays. Students feel that so many holidays probably means it is optional to come to school or do homework…. not sure where that connection was made. Last week I suspended 4 of my most troublesome students. ugh. I spend many hours dealing with cuss words written on the walls (with so many languages they have a pool of bad words 3x as big to choose from!) my books and planners being stolen, 100 worksheets that we were supposed to do crumpled up on the floor, kids throwing things at me while I teach, bringing air soft guns to school, peeing on the door before class starts, and upset parents yelling in French and wondering why I can’t get their kids to behave. Its like I’m working at a juvenile correction center. I feel like I’ve turned into a real mean person real fast because any hint of compassion I show is immediately taken advantage of.
I still think back to my substitute days last year, and how it prepared me (sort of) for this. It was there I learned the meaning of “the Joy of the Lord is my strength” — I really am thankful that I have a Teacher who knows exactly which circumstances to surround me with to teach me exactly what He wants me to learn. There are times when despite the sucky day I just pulled through, I still feel the joy of the One who has brought me here – and it is more than enough encouragement to press on. I think there are areas in my character that I once thought was submissive humility, gentleness, patience … I am now seeing that some of it is actually a lack of boldness – a false humility due to insecurities and laziness. I am starting to see more some of the areas that God is now shaping so I that I become more like Jesus. Oh, Jesus- what a perfect example of someone who is infinitely humble and compassionate yet unyielding in truth, bold in confrontation and wise in discipline. To be like that….God shape me! Bring it on! I should turn every complaint into thanksgiving to the God who is merciful enough bring me to Himself rather to leave me on my own.
I am also super blessed with brothers and sisters here and back home who do everything they can to encourage and back me up. thanks
Come work here. I’ll split the incentive check.
November 21, 2009 Posted by chadwick | Uncategorized | | 2 Comments
This was one of my ETL (english as a third language) student’s answer to “What was the golden rule?” on one of our social studies worksheets. I am currently teaching a unit on Monotheistic religions. It is a HUGE subject for 6th grade – and even more so due to the heavily religious culture. I have Christian, Jewish and Muslim students in my class. So far, it has been amazing. The questions they ask are so innocent. “But sir” (as they always begin any addressed to me) “Which religion is true?” “Doesn’t God accept all monotheistic religions because they believe in the true God?” “If Jews that thought Jesus was the Messiah really were starting a false religion, why didn’t God stop it?” “Do some Jews think that Mohammed is the Messiah?” “Why did Christians think that Jesus as a God?” “Do you think Jesus was God, Mr. Z?”
Though the context of Social Studies, I have been able to show the Gospel from beginning to end to my very open-minded students. I’m not sure how much they “get” … grades are low…. but seeds may remain dormant for years.
I have been learning a lot myself. Next week I have invited a professor of religion to come speak to my class. He is a MBB (Morrocan Bible Beliver) Like Mr. Zitouni . I told my students to save all their questions (that I’m not sure how to answer) for the professor because he is an expert.
I didn’t quit teaching, of course, though I wanted to about a month ago. This week has been by best week of teaching so far. Behavior is not quite as barbaric, my lessons are improving, and relationships are strengthening. If I had quit, I would have cheated my students of the Gospel. And I wouldn’t want to be cheated that way.
October 23, 2009 Posted by chadwick | Uncategorized | | 1 Comment
(part one) The volume was turned all the way up. Grandiose speakers were rented just for the occasion. The door was propped wide open as if to let out the extra excitement. Further amplified by the acoustics of our apartment’s tiled stairwell, the music nearly deafened Bryce and I as we passed the party on our way to our apartment above. Curious, we paused for a minute to look inside. “What is going on?” we asked one of the musicians sitting just out the door. I suppose overcoming both language and decibel barriers was too much of a challenge for him, so he told us to wait as he went to find someone who could help us. Soon a nice-looking gentleman appeared and answered our question: “My wedding!” he told us with a smile, “Come back at 6:30!” So we returned a few hours later to be given what I feel was the epitome of Muslim hospitality. Everyone was so welcoming! They sat us down just in time for us to witness the bride and groom make their big entrance. After being lavished with food and drink (orange juice , the groom asked that we come sit by him. Really? I thought. Why are we -the strangers- objects of such generosity? One of the women there spoke Spanish, so Bryce and her were able to communicate. We remained observers of the dancing for as long could before being dragged into it ourselves. (I’m a terrible dancer) Things began to wind down after a while, so we decided to leave too. But no! We were asked to move into the dining room where a special meal had been prepared for us. More food! Bryce and I shared a three-course dinner for four with the newlywed couple. Wow! Who does that? Who wants to share a meal with strangers on the night of their wedding? After enjoying much food and conversation we were finally (at 10:30 PM) blessed goodbye with full stomachs, party favors, and good stories to tell. That’s my Cultural Wedding Story.
(part two) We don’t have Internet in our apartment. It was the weekend, and we didn’t want to travel all the way out to school just to use the computers, so Bryce and I decided to go looking for a café that looked fancy enough to offer Wifi. We had not been walking more than thirty seconds when a large man stepped in front of us to greet us. “Salaamu Alekum!” he said. “W’alekum Salaam!” we answered back. “You know Arabic!” Said the man in English, surprised. “You know English!” We responded, equally surprised. ‘Come to my shop, I will teach you more Arabic. So we went. Although we were obviously on our way somewhere, Nadir (we soon learned his name) was not concerned with our time-oriented plans. I’ve learned that in this culture, relationships are more important than schedules, whereas in western culture our relationships must fit inside our schedules. We sat over hot mint tea and talked for hours. Our Arabic lesson turned to a discussion on the country, which turned to history, which turned to religion. Religion is not a taboo subject like it often is in the US, due in part to the “individualism” that has take root in western culture. Everyone is entitled to his own beliefs. Here, however, 99% of the people all believe the same thing. Therefore, it is a common subject, especially when someone offers a different worldview. We talked about Islam vs Christianity. Eventually, Nadir (who I detected was proud to show off his “knowledge” in as many subject areas as possible) concluded that all religions were filled with good people, and as long as you were good, we would all eventually reach heaven. For some reason, I was comforted that his line of thinking was something I was familiar with. I know the “arguments” against this worldview. In a way I was suddenly more comfortable with my surroundings. Sure, everyone here says they are Muslim, but at its core it is the same as every other Christ-less religion. Jesus is the dividing point. We didn’t argue, though. To avoid the conversation becoming more of a knowledge contest than a meaningful dialogue, we told him how happy we were that we had made a new friend who was willing to chat and teach us Arabic. We now say hi to Nadir on our way out when we see him sitting across the street at the coffee shop almost every morning. Tomorrow night we will go to his house for dinner!
(part three) Today, Bryce and I were on our way to the store when we were passed by a local Muslim man, who, by his appearance, looked like what the average American would expect a devout Muslim to look like – long beard, long robe, head covering… “Hello! You come from America?” he said in broken English. “Yes!” we said. “Do you know about Islam?” he said. “Yes?” we offered, not knowing exactly what he meant. “You come follow me to the Mosque, someone will tell you about Islam.” We reminded ourselves to push “schedule” further down on our priority list, shrugged and said “ok!” After being greeted profusely and brought to a little room off the side of the courtyard, their intentions to proselytize became obvious. (It is “illegal” to proselytize in this country, but I guess this is only a one-way law We took off our shoes and sat on the floor of one of their prayer rooms. We had mint tea and some pastries and talked about where we were from. One of the men was a very good English-speaker, and after a few minutes of casual talk, the conversation turned spiritual. “let me tell you about God” he began, and proceed to inform us of his worldview, which I was surprised to find was very similar to my own (at least at surface level). It was obvious that he had no idea what a real Christ-follower believed – his points were geared towards a secular, materialistic, American audience. After a while, we told him that we agreed with him. Yes, we should not be consumed with possessions. Yes, girls and money are not what we should be living for. Yes, God is real and is the only revealer of truth and if we truly seek Him, we will find Him. And YES there is only one God! They were happy to hear us agree. Then I told him more of what I believed – that God is sovereign, all-knowing, all powerful, perfect, and hates sin. That we are sinful, and that no matter how much good stuff I do, I could never be perfect enough to get to God. That is why God chose to come to us – and that is who Jesus is. So here was the dividing point: Jesus. “Jesus is not God!” the man answered, “he said so himself!” he referenced what Jesus said in John 5:19, If you believe this than you believe in two gods!” Rather than debate, we moved on. The man said something very interesting at one point. We were talking about how you cannot judge a religion based solely on people who say they adhere to that religion. “There may by many Americans on TV who say they are “Christian”, we explained, “but by their actions you can tell that they are really not”. We tried to draw a comparison to “Muslim fundamentalists” who commit acts of terrorism. “You wouldn’t say that they are really Muslim, would you?” we asked. “Everyone does bad things,” the man replied. “but making mistakes does not discount you. Even if someone rejects 99% of Islam, yet holds to just 1%, than he is still Muslim.” (Hm… I had never heard that before. I wonder, then, why anyone would want to devote more than just 1% if that’s all you needed?) He looked at me: “I heard your friend say “La elaha ella allah” (There is no god but God), but I have not heard you say it.” I thought for a moment. I felt like he was trying to get me to say some sort of magic words to make me become a Muslim by accident. But then again, this man thought I was a polythesist! “I have no problem declaring that there is only one God” I answered, “la elaha ella allah!” All the men smiled, “I think you are close,” one said, nodding, “very close.” He then broke out in an Islamic chant. He sang for about a minute. My heart was heavy. What disturbed me the most was that they had said, “If you truly seek God with all your heart, you will find truth”. I believe that with everything in me! Why, if these men were really seeking God, had they believed a lie? Do people really seek truth and not find it? And what does that say about my own pursuit of truth? That gave me a lot to think about. Before we left, I said “Since you have prayed over us, is it okay if I pray over you?” they agreed, so I prayed. I thanked God for these men and their hospitality, I thanked Him for the openness of the Local people. I thanked Him for being Sovereign, Perfect and Powerful. I prayed that as we sought Him, we would find Him, and that HIS truth would be revealed. And I prayed these things in JESUS’ NAME, AMEN!
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